squick

squick
 v.— «There are some things too repulsive to discuss in a public forum—squicking is one of them. I’ve only been squicked once, and if someone wants me to be a squick-top, they’ll have to beg FAR more than for anything else I can think of (though it’s not clear that I _could_ bring myself _to_ squick, even consensually).» —“Squick was Ten good non-consensual” by STella Usenet: alt.sex.bondage Apr. 12, 1991. (source: Double-Tongued Dictionary)